Friday, January 30, 2009

Dream come trueeee

So i got Singapore poly. I'm taking chemical process technology. I'm more excited about getting singapore poly than the course. Like what the hell right. I know.

I got afiqah's text first before i got my posting. They fucking send it in the early hours of the morning. I mean seriously couldnt they wait for the sun to rise. Some people still need their sleep. After that, i couldnt go back to sleep. Then everyone kept asking what course i got in and stuff like that. Then, they ask what hsould do next. Like how would i know, im not MOE. I mean i know i have a lot of connections but still right.

I'm watching jackie chan adventures. It is soo funny.
Its so sad i'm watching this.

I miss afiqah.
I hope im getting my pay tomorrow. When i get my pay, i'll run to the nearest place that sells an ipod and i will buy an ipod, no questions asked. I've been like thinking about it and everything. Goddddddd, i cant wait to buy it. I can't wait to see $900 in my bank.

AND tomorrow is my last day of work, its exhilarating.

So i was going down to buy something from the 'mama' shop. I was on my way down and i missed a step at the last staircase and fell on my face. I quickly got up, looked around and saw this old ass uncle looking at me. Then he came to me and tried to help me and stuff but seriously i dont think he could have helped me. He cant even walk properly.

Boo, i have to wake up extra early tomorrow.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Unable to want, not allowed to want

I have just realised something and it saddens me.

I am soo very tired. I worked till around 12 last night and had work this morning. I got about 4 hours of sleep which was not enough, obviously. Then at work my friend didnt come so i had to handle the place alone. But it was sad though. I was going to be seeing some of my work friends for the last time and i really felt like crying. This is definitely not me being dramatic but it felt dramatic.

I'm watching America's next top model and the girls are such confident fucked up bitches. Hahaha.

I'm painting my nails and i'm supposed to be uploading pictures. Hitam has been pestering me. I shall do it tomorrow when my nail polish is dry.

They dont play my favourite mercedes advertisement anymore. Its depressing.

I was in the stockroom just now at work and one of my managers was inside folding clothes. The radio was on. I believe it was class 95. Then all of a sudden my manager starts singing and dancing. Mind you there were only me and him inside. So when i saw him dancing, i slowly moved inside the stockroom, hide in a corner and laughed my ass off alone. It was so funny.

I have black very emo nails. It was blue at first but it was too blue.

I have not smoked enough today. And i feel like dying. So maybe, hopefully i got enough money t buy tomorrow. I shall korek my house upside down till i find $10.30.

Okay bye

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

A long dayy.

I just published an empty post again.

Anyway, I went out with Huda yesterday. We were supposed to go out with a bunch of other girls but we kene paitao. Afiqah rather go see animals than meet her lovely friend. Hahaha. But it was enjoyable. We watched bride wars which was really an okay movie. Met Hitam after that. Haha. Then somebody took soooo many pictures till my camera's battery went flat. Will upload some soon.

And i'm off to work! yay... -____-

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Happy chinese new year!

I dont know why they make such a big deal out of chinese new year. I mean I had to work during new year's eve. We didnt even get half day. Then chinese new year comes and everywhere is closed by 5. Singapore is sooooo prejudiced.
At least i got to go home early today. I did not get enough sleep last night and i kept falling asleep wherever i went. I think i could have slept while standing.

So, i have no plans tomorrow. Was supposed to go out with the girls but afiqah decided to go out with less cool people. Haha.
So who wants to go out with me? Pathetic per.

My uncle decided to buy me a laptop for my 'great' results. Hahaha. I'll just take whatever i get.
And my sister is para para dancing at home. Its very difficult to watch.

I'm bored to death. I'm watching saturday night live.
This is a video from SNL. Justin timberlake doing his version of single ladies by beyonce. I think its the best SNL everrr. Hahaha.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Weirddd

Got no work today.
I'm bored to death and it 12 plus in the morning.
I smell something peculiar on my bed sheets, and its making my toes tingle.

So i woke up and went to lot 1 alone, smoked alone, shopped alone. I'm lacking of friends. I wasted my money on the stupidest things such as sweets, eyeliner(like what the fuck), bread(even more what the fuck). Its been a weird day.
The sweets help with the craving of ciggarettes. Apparently i cant smoke at home.
It has become a dream of mine to ask my mother to light my ciggarette for me. When that day comes, i shall go town and become a busker. No link.

I like Alphabeat. They have really nice upbeat music. I like the way the guy and the girl sings together with a high and low tone. Its really cool.
Chey, music review per.

I realised i have become more vulgar since i work at zara. I have a friend name BJ. I call him blow job. My other friend like to garuk her privates. So i call her pepek gatal. Really. I have become a very vulgar person.
I have so many things to cut down on.
-Ciggarettes
-Vulgarity
Last day of work is on saturday next week. I cant wait, but i feel kinda sad. Like they have become like family. Managers are like parents and the colleagues are like brothers and sisters. Its heart breaking.
Drama kene lebih sikit.

Ah suck cock ah.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Title irritating




So i went out with jane and syarini, i dont know when. Like i cant remember days anymore. Ive been working sooo soooo very hard.
Anyway, usually when i go town im not afraid of magical sticking anywhere, but with jane ah, must extra careful. She's got the "please ask me of my IC" face. Although she's legal already.

I just got back from work. I have just worked full shift for the first time. My legs nk patah already. And today, from 10am i start work, all the way to 10 pm when i end work, i was appointed to the fitting room. Its like a hell hole no one want to go. I almost died in there. Not to mention, how enclosed it is. So whatever smells that come in. They fucking never leave.
So i wake up, praying my nose will be blocked.

I miss my dear dear afiqah. I miss my friends. Zara has taken away my precious life.

But i go to work for a REASON!

Okay bye im tired

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Dued pictures

I'm too lazy to upload all the pictures, but here are some of them. Once again thank you rosa and syahmi. Hahaha.







Thursday, January 15, 2009

Pictures!

So here are the pictures. Lets count how many pictures of my ass there is. I didnt know my friends were such perverts.
Like i said, people shock and awe me.












































Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Title not needed

Went out with The Girls today. Went to Henderson waves. It was the most tiring adventure of my life. Its more tiring than playing tennis for 2 hours, i'm sure.
Not true actually, but it came close.
Pictures will maybe be uploaded soon. If i'm not too lazy. I really want this blog to be pictureful, and not pictureless.

Off days! Wed, thur, fri and saturday! WOO! Like i might get used to staying at home. I'm thinking of sleeping, all the way till sunday. I should be extra energetic when i go back to work. Should be good.

I am tired.

I have submitted my choices. I was like shaking and shivering, i might just have a fever. Padahal nk submit form. But really, it was so scaryyyy.
So my first choice is chemical engineering. Hopefully i get it. It has become my dream to build bombs.

Really, i'm too tired to blog.

I like need to snog somebody. HAHA.

So i was on my way home. I saw this couple like motek-ing under the block. At first it was like depressing (hahaha). Then i came closer and i noticed the guy had boobs.
People sometimes shock and awe me.
Then i felt disgusted. I rather see old people motek.

Im tired, really. I might just sleep on my dining table.

Monday, January 12, 2009

12 January 2009, 2pm

I swear i had panic attacks everytime i think about getting the results, just now. On my way to work, I thought i was going to faint and my head would drop top the lap of the guy beside me and it may seem like i'm sucking his dick.
It was sooo terrifying. I was like imagining myself fainting when i got my results. Every minute, every second was torture.
Okay, maybe i'm exaggerating a little.

BUT, my results were shockingly not bad.
So, L1R5 i got 19 and L1R4 i got 16. Singapore poly here i come.

Results were:
Eng-B4
Malay-B4
Maths-B3
A.Maths-B3
Combined science-A2 (wahhhhh)
Combined Humanities-C5 (hancurrrrr)

So the combined humanities was the spoiler. I believe its because of social studies. Social Studies is so not needed. We all know we still hate Singapore at the end of each lesson.

I have a new box of magical sticks. Well, i need them because it controls my horniness. Hahaha, its a theory afiqah came out with. I believe its all in the mind. Afiqah has been led to believe that people get horny because they dont smoke.
I think its a pretty good theory.
Yeah right.

EEEE, i'm getting irritated with someone on MSN. I hope lightning strikes his computer and he wont be able to irritate me.

I hope to get a macbook.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Sunday evening.

Its my day off.
Tomorrow is result day. And i need to control my panic attacks but i cant cause i cant go out. Like its becoming a really bad day. Not to mention i have work tomorrow. Like which part of 'i'm getting my results tomorrow' do they not understand.

So last night i got off work and saw this little girl sitting by the stairs. I swore she looked familiar. I realised it was Afiqah. Its the working thing. Sometimes i think i see things which are not there but actually i see things perfectly fine. So we walked to the bus stop behind taka with my new work friend/bestfriend. We waited for 190 which came every 5 minutes but with the whole of town in it. So we ended up taking 171 which goes around singapore. By the time we got to BP it was 12.20am. Then afiqah went to 7 eleven to buy some shit. Haha. And when we got to the LRT station the lrt was closed. It was even funnier seeing like this group of people buying standard ticket. So we ended up walking back home.

Which i almost died half way.

I want to watch the curious case of benjamin button. Brad pitt is sooooo hot. Godddddd.

And i havent bathed. Haha.

Okay bye.

Friday, January 09, 2009

10.15pm

My hair smells super nice right now.

So i finished work early today. I was like "bye suckers," to all my workmates. It was a joyous moment. Yay.

I'm tired, really. I dont have the mood blog actually. But i'm keeping it aliveee. Anyway, people with BO should be banned from trying on clothes. Or going around crowded places. I mean if you have a little BO, its fine. Like everyone has BO. But some people have massive amounts of it. Like really. They stink up the whole place.

I met afiqah and her sisters today. Luckily i bought a new box of magical sticks.
This week i have already wasted my money on 3 boxes. 3. I didnt know i smoked so much. I think its the results on monday. Magical sticks prevents panic attacks.
I dont actually have panic attacks, but i might have. So i smoke, just to be safe.

I need a new phone. My phone is getting sooo damn boring and i just need some new shit. Poverty is hard.

So i cant wait for 2 feb. That'll be my last pay. I'll have to find a new job soon.

I'm stressed. I'm thinking about monday, and i'm stressed. Like pinch me somebody.

Minah rep is going to sleep now.
I have finally accepted who i have become. FAKEEEE. Never was and never will be a minah rep.

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Back to poverty

So i'm back to being poor. I went off and did my hair today. So now i think i look like a minah rep, i should kill myself. But my hair is like super brown, with light brown highlights.

So, i was folding clothes the other day as per usual. This lady comes up to me and of course asks me if i work there. Really, they're so dumb. Then she starts looking at my breasts. She did not just look, she stared. So, i quickly answered i worked there so she would stop staring at my boobs. I later realised she was actually looking for a name tag.
She could just have asked and wait for an answer.

Its my off-day today. My bank has 100+ in it. My magical sticks run out every 3 days now. So i spend around 20+ on magical sticks. They are soo money depriving.

And the results are coming out this coming monday and i'm scared to death. So, i'm trying this thing. Like not to think about it.

Life is so stressful without money.

OOOHH, i love the supermassive black hole by muse. Muse is so sexayyyyyyy.
Sexy band boys:
1) Julian Casablancas
2) The muse lead singer(didnt check out his name)
3) Alex turner

I'm hungry to the max. I gonna go eat the couch or something.

Monday, January 05, 2009

Going into depression

I have a few things to be depressed about.

1)I dont have enough money
2)The couples that come to my workplace.

Well, right now there's only 2. But its enough for me to want to kill myself.
It is so depressing to see the couples that come to my workplace. The boyfriends would hold the girlfriend's clothes for them and line up at the fitting room for them. They dont mind that they might look stupid being around so many women but they're only thinking of their girlfriend's happiness. It is sooo depressing.
I suddenly miss a certain someone..

Anyway, i went out with afiqah today. We went shopping feeling like rich girls. Padahal padahal.
By the end of the day i was left with 200 plus in my bank. I didnt know i spend money that excessively. Its terrifying.

But i bought this topshop bag which was sooo worth it. Haha.

I'm tired. i want to sleep. Dream of....some hot guy.

Thursday, January 01, 2009

Happy new year everyone

Its 2009.
I would like to thank rosa and syahmi for spending their new year's with me.
Chey, i sound like i just got an award.
Anyway, i spent the day with rosa and syahmi. I did not expect this was how i was going to spend my new year's but it was enjoyable. We watched the fireworks which were beautiful(i watch it every year). Then we headed back to bp and ate at mcdonalds. It was the only thing open. Rosa and syahmi were forced to wait with me for the first LRT. So we went to syahmi house and watch shutter. Which i slept half the time.
So i got home at 6am. I was so happy to be on my bed.
Oh and i saw a lot of fajarians. :/

At work, we had a briefing and they asked what was the best thing that happen to you in 2008. I said," graduating from school". Then they asked," Wasnt getting a job at zara the best thing?" Fuck no. If they asked what was the worst thing, well, now i know my answer.

And i got my pay slip. Fucking disappointing. I didnt get my sales commision cause we didnt hit the sales target. I mean they increased the fucking target. Its like they dont want to pay us the commision. This shall go to court.

Work was fine actually. I feel comfortable around my workmates now. And some couple made out in the middle of nowhere. I was so tempted to throw my shoe.

So new resolutions:
1)smoke less
2)Use less vulgar words
3)Get married,fakeeeeeeeeeee
4)Die die go to poly
5)kill all the mat reps and minah reps
6)Find another job

Actually i dont really want to quit my job. I want to continue working at zara but as part time. I mean, i already made friends and everything. So i thought maybe i should just stay. I dont know, time will tell.

Till the next off-day!