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So i'm currently obsessing over my nails, while playing the computer AND doing my uncle's assignment which i still am very far off from finishing. I swear my life gets more stressful each day i sit at home. I seriously need to go out. And smoke.

I loveee looking at my shiny nails. Really, its all i ever do. Theres was a time when i didnt even have time to cut my nails. Witness how time has changed.

I woke up at 4 today. I had trouble transferring movies into my ipod last night. It took me the whole night to figure out what was wrong. The file that i wanted to transfer was the wrong file, the unconverted file. And i slept at 5 am JUST because of that.

And i have a secrett.

Row, row, row your boat.

This is evidence, proving singapore's KPOism.

Gelojoh afiqah, what did i tell you?

"Sedap, jer amek gambar org."

Gently down the street. Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily, life is just a dream.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREYANA!

Hahaha, i actually wanted to wish her at 12 am but i was so caught up with doing something else. Anyway, happy birthday Andreyana. =)
SOOOOO, I went out with afiqah for another job hunting outing. The last time we ended up shisha-ing. But this time we ended up being to tired and headed home. I didnt go home though since sufian called me and asked to hang out. So we did. I do such random things at such random times.

In the MRT on the way back to chua chu kang, afiqah saw a rainbow and of course told me so we both can enjoy nature's gift. Then i took out my camera which i bring everywhere now, and took a picture. So while taking a photo everyone turn around to look at what we were taking pictures of. Goddd, it only proves how KPO Singapore is. I mean mind your own business.

And afiqah got so excited taking photos in the MRT cause she's never done that before. Afiqah's very deprived. And gelojoh. Hahaha, i have photos to prove my statement. WHICH, i will post tomorrow. Hahahaha.

Toodlely doo!

away from..

I'm becoming nocturnal.

So tomorrow i have a few interviews lined up for me and afiqah. Hopefully we get a job, cause i really really need one.

The smell of acetone is filling up my house. It makes my eyes water and my nose tingle.

I realised im not a really emotional person and my blog is full of unemotional stuff. I think it'll be kind of weird if i suddenly start being emotional cause really, i'm not. But while writing this i feel like i am being emotional.
And at 1 am in the morning, i start confusing myself while blogging. Godddd.

Till my life bcomes more exciting.

They fall from your fingers.

So i went out with afiqah todayyy. And met huda and nizam later in the day.And at one point my ass could be seen, but its covered luckily. I live to embarass myself. Like that time i played pool and i wanted to kick sufian but instead my shoe flew over to the other side of the table. What can i say? I'm a potential football player. And live to embaress myself -___-.

AND, i had my medical check up today. Which was really a big blur cause all the checkpoint are all over the place. AND oh my god i had to do this urine test which was fucking uncomfortable and i had to carry my pee across the room. But luckily my pee wasnt that disgusting looking cause it was just clear like plain water. BUT, there were like other guys who brought out their pee so proudly. Btw, their pee are fuckass yellow. Its disgusting and repulsive. GODDDDD.

PICTURES.
I bring my camera whenever i go out now, so my blog will remain pictureful. Whoever who reads should be like appreciative or shit like that cause i go through so much trouble to make my blog exciting even though it may not be that exciting and i dont even like blogging. EEEEE. You people suck. Hahaha.

We apparently bumped into this bunch of guys filming something and i think im going to be appearing on TV! God he's hot.

THEN, there were paparazzi. I had to hide my face.

Andd, finally my beautiful highlights. HAHAHAH.

So anyway, theres this song from weezer called the spider. I think its kick ass meaningful man. I mean its okay, i wish they would compare our lives to a more sensible animal like pigs or something. I meannnnn a SPIDERRRR. Come on. Our lives dont come close to being like a spider's. They should call it The ape or something. At least, according to darwin, we came from apes and at one point may have looked like apes. So it would be more sensible to call it The Ape.

Till the next time folks.

Scared

So, i got my singapore poly letter already and its a fucking huge envolope with tons of paper in it. I could make a book with it. Anyway, i initially refused to look through the papers cause all i saw was words and more words. When i tried to read it, nothing made sense. So i gave up until my mother forced me to sit down with her and fill in the forms with her.
Then come the scary part. I was supposed to fill up this medical check up form cause i was taking a science course, so i had to go through a medical check up. Then they asked if i smoked and at the side they asked to tick yes or no. I hesitated for a moment and ticked no. Then further down they wrote, "I hereby declare that all the information provided is true and accurate to the best of my knowledge and i have not delibrately omitted any relevant fact".
Then i got a bit scared and told myself that i shouldnt smoke today cause my medical check up was tomorrow. But i smoked anyway.

Anyway, they said that it has to be accurate to the best of my knowledge. And according to my knowledge i dont smoke anymore.

I shall continue lying to myself.

Anyway, bye. I just wanted to complain about my medical check up.

To be or not to be

So later at night, i'm supposed to be following my mother for some dinner shit with all her friends. Its going to be soooo boring with teachers and their boring talk about how irritating their students are. AND, my primary school teacher is going to be there. We used to call him chocalate chips or something because he likes to wear see-through shirts and show off his nip nips.
I initially did not want to follow. But looking at how i have been spending my days, i'm thinking its best i followed.

AND, i have run out of ciggies. I predict today is going to be more stressful than yesterday.

I'm reading the newspaper, which isnt something i do very often. Sometimes i scare myself.

bye

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So i went out and watched He's Just Not That into You, which was draggy but good. A bit frustrating though watching how desperate the girls were. I know its just a movie but still right, frustrating like shit. I felt like throwing popcorn at the screen and scream, "BOOOO!". But no, people in front will get free popcorn. And it'll all be my moneyyy. And afiqah's.Soo, after that we played pool. -____- I play pool soooo much i think im becoming a pro. Really. I won most of the games by the way. Maybe ah, i dont actually remember.

Its 1am. I should be sleeping but i have semi insommia. Really, its a documented illness.

BYE

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I feel a need to update my blog everytime i go online. Maybe its because of my unknown fans who come here and read but refuse to let me know because they fear of my growing ego. Hahaha.

Anyway, i have been very busy lazing at home, refusing to do housework and cooking. Since my contract at zara has ended i have become the housewife of this house. Its supposed to be my mother but i'm next in line since she has a job. I dont see a need in cleaning the house.

So, yesterday, i was sooooo bored that i changed my bedsheets. Half way, i suddenly had leg cramps, which often happen if my legs hasnt done enough exercising. It hurt like hell so i started screaming,rolling around the floor and crying. Not really actually. Most of this was exaggerated. But it really did hurt. Really.
I dont know why i write this kind of information in my blog but yeah. My life has become this level of 'interesting'.

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind is a must watch. It start off very slow, like i-want-to-fall-asleep slow. But the ending is worth watching.

Bye.

The vaio dream

So on valentines day, i spent it with my new domestic partner. My old one left me to become straight. It was devastating, trully.
Anyway, it didnt go as planned but i had fun anyway. We are 2 very fun girls. I loveeee my hubby very much too! Hahahaha. Sooo lesbianyyy.

I've been dying to watch the curious case of Benjamin Button. But i never seem to find the right time. Padahal ive been lazing around at home. Its more of 'i can't seem to find the money'. I should get a job.

The main reason i havent been updating is because some creature has been attacking my internet connection. My father has been led to believe that a virus is the cause of our inability to go online. But really, starhub is the real virus. Don't ever sign up for starhub internet shit. Its really useless.

My internet is being such a dick right now.

flakes

So i'm finally broke. Not totally broke but its not enough to say ive got money.

Ive a been a pig these past few days, waking up at 2pm in the afternoon, sleeping at 3 am though. I believe i have semi-insommia. Its fatal so ive been told.

I have fallen in love with mystery jets. But ive fallen in love with them a little too late cause a few weeks ago they were here in singapore performing at zouk. I didnt know them then.

So i went out with afiqah the day before yesterday. We went on a shopping spree with no money. Just me actually. I actually brought my camera but forgot that i brought it and came home without picture-memories of my peniless outing.

I dont really have anything to update my blog with, really. So bye.

Blabbers

Adult fare is such an asshole. I topped up my ez link twice this week. I swear i'm wasting my money on travelling.
I have been going out 5 days straight and coming home super late. I should like stop this mann.

I cant feel my foot anymore. I think i stand so much that blood does not flow to my foot anymore. I think i can put a knife through my foot and i wont feel a thing. I think i should take a day off from my exciting life and sit at home. Literally. Just sit the whole day until i can feel my foot. I say its a good plan.

I am tired and sleepy.

I havent finished that asssignment my uncle gave me to get my laptop. My brain cant work anymore. I read the essay and i cant understand a single thing. I feel like crying now that i realised im becoming dumb.

I miss my friends. I miss going out with afiqah although i met her yesterday. I miss going out with just her and sit somewhere and talk cock. Boohoo.

So i bought a new wallet and bag. I'm left with less than a 100 in my bank. Im very deprived of money right now.

My mother is thinking of getting a cat. I'm thinking my house would smell very kampung.

Bye ah, i want to convince my mother to make my house smell like kampung.

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I'm so bored of sitting at home. I can't stand sitting at home for just a day. I'd go out to lot 1, even though i'll look alone and stupid.
I have a ton of pictures to send. Like seriously, i got no time. More of, i'm too lazy.

So, i went out with hitam yesterday and ate at Botak jones. I must say ts a quite cool name. The food is exceptional, expensive and too much. Its like a big piece of meat with huge-setongkol-fries and a big huge splat of cheesy mashed potato. It'll be super amazing if anyone could finish it.
After that we played pool, which was real boring cause i kept losing.

The day before i went out with afiqah and huda. We went to Botanic Gardens. We walked around then sat and talked till late in the afternoon. It has been a long time since we hanged out.
We then went to some art museum and pretended to be art students and pretended to be very artistic people. We were pretenders.

I have just maybe wasted $130 on my hair.
My bank has 100+ left in it. I feel like crying. Money, may cause depression.

I need to go out.