Sunday, March 29, 2009

We surely arent that kind of people.

I must say, yesterday was the most exciting and worrying day of my life.
So, i started off going to afiqah's house to meet her first then we headed to bp to meet eun and sufian. We met acap at marina who actually wanted to meet at clarke quay, but i was too lazy to walk there but he kept insisting, and it became a very loud argument on the phone. Hahaha. But yeah. We went to clarke quay in the end anyway and sat there till i-dont-know-when.

Thats when the excitement begin and the worrying. We did some stuffs.. Which i dont really want to elaborate.
I've done a lot of bad things in my lifetime. And, i wished i stopped this particular incident. This whole thing was avoidable, and i wish afiqah or eun, didnt have to go through that. Though it may be their choice and stuff, but somehow, i wish it didnt happen.

And fuck, i like kene kacau rabak one. Although it was not me they were talkin about, i felt very bingit for some reason. Hahaha. Anyway, afiqah's blog have details of what happen. I dont want to write shit down.

Though, i'm very sorry. To this certain someone who i dont want to lose as a friend. I'm sorry to have done all this. Somehow, i feel like i was to be blamed, cause i have done this before and i should have known better. Sometimes, i underestimate the situation and end up making the wrong decisions. For that, i apologize.
Someone once asked me if there was something i regretted that i wished so hard and prayed so hard to turn back time and change things. My answer now is yes.
I do not regret being with whoever it was i was with last night, but i certainly regret doing the things we did.

All in all, it was fun! So picturessss~




































Friday, March 27, 2009

echoes of the past

I'm just gonna say flat out, i dont want to blog right now. But SOMEBODYYYYYYY, is forcing me to blog cause she's "feeling feeling nk bace". I dnt even know why i'm doing this. Maybe its because i for once want to satisfy her needs. Hahahaha. Its afiqah by the way. She's very forceful. And i thought i was persuasive.

So, i went out to meet afiqah and blank and eun. We sat at starbucks and of course my engine starts and i talk non-stop. I only stop to catch my breath. Hahaha, but no, i dont talk that much. I exaggerate most of what i actually do. Seriously.
Anyway, flingy boys are very rare although you think they're very common. But they're not. But i happen to know alot of them. But they're my flings, so.. Too bad.

I really dont want to blog right now.
Hopefully saturday happens. And hopefully some parts of the plan wont happen.

My nails change colour like i change clothes. Its amazing how much time i put in to make my nails look pretty. I've got to get a life.

*faints* I'm starting to hate blogging. Hahaha.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Light of day

So, i woke up late and did not go to some briefing which i didnt actually have to go.
And, with all this free time, i've decided to upload the pictures. I'm thinking about uploading other pictures into my multiply, like my last year's birthday surprise pictures. I should. But, i might have grown a beard by the time i finish uploading them. So... wait long long.

Pictures~~