Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Wind

So i had my very first paper today. It frustrates me that everyone else has already done their exams and i have only just started.
Anyway, the paper today was do-able seeing that i have actually put in effort to study for this module. So if i dont get great marks or at least pass, i will jump down.
Next paper is microbio. I dont expect much. If i do pass i will buy a whole carton of ciggies for myself.
Okay bye, i want to catch up on my sleep since i only had 2 hours last night. I'm feeling like a zombie right now.

Friday, August 21, 2009

Contemplating

So i went out with afiqah and dee today. Its been way too long since i've met dee. And it really was so good to see deedee. Huda though, didnt come. Hope to see her soon.
Anyway, we explore ion and orchard central which is super big ad super duper high which triggers some of my fears like heights and perhaps triggered a new fear which is longscalatorphobia. Its like long+escalator+phobia, get it?
I decided to cut my hair. I will not contemplate any further cause i WILL change my mind and i will never change my hairstyle and i will look the same for the next 10 years maybe.
The depressing phase has past, so i'm feeling very happy today. Ecstatic i tell you. Though there was one night i had a horrible dream. Though it wasnt a really a dream, just a reminder maybe. THAT was depressing. Really. I do not want to feel that ever again.
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Monday, August 17, 2009

noises

It rained in the morning. It was such a good day to be sleeping when my neighbour upstairs started drilling into her walls making so much noise making me so aggravated as if she was drilling into my ears.
So i quickly bathed and put on some clothes and went out by myself. These days, i dont really care whether i'm alone or not. Alone time is good.
Anyway, i'm going to go continue reading now. Books are like a drug to me. So addictive, and so quickly, i escape reality.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Disoriented

So, i have been having horrible body aches due to my illness. I'm having a fever and a flu which makes doing anything a torture. So throughout the day, i've been laying in bed doing nothing but reading my books.
Yesterday i felt even worst. And to make things worst i was out. Beds were out of reach and walking was just painful. Even sitting for too long hurts.
Anyway, i watched where got ghost last night. The movie was supposed to be funny and not scary. It was funny, but somehow even comedies found a way to haunt me. And it wasnt a complete comedy, it was a homedy, horror+comedy, so ive been told.
And i got the worst lashing ever from my mother for always coming home late. So i'm thinking of being a good girl, get back into her good books.
I'm going to sleep now. 4 panadols dont exactly help you keep awake.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

With a blink of the eye

These few days, i've let time pass so easily, burying myself in my story books getting lost, often forgetting reality.
I'm currently reading new moon, since the movie is coming out soon. I get so caught up with all these fictional stories that hours pass with a blink of the eye.
So i finally decided to upload some pictures into my almost dead blog, perhaps add some colour to a black and white picture.
With the semestral exams burdening me, i feel more stressed and occasionally find comfort in my secrets(you know).
Afiqah says my blog is becoming depressing. I think its the books ive been reading. I usually update when i'm at the sad part, so my posts end up being very empty and depressing.
Heres some light.~