Tuesday, October 05, 2010

Approaching

I haven't been completely honest. And i pride myself on how honest i am. But i guess there's just some thing some people should never know about.
Anyway, the last few days has been like a survival test for me and surprisingly i survived. The secret is to not think of it. Like everytime you feel like you're about to think about it you just dont. It helps if theres a super hot guy to think about/fantasize.
My uncle has been coming over everyday in the morning bringing food that would in fact make me fat. Or fatter than i am now.
Today he brought donuts. There goes my diet plan.
Not that i have a diet plan. My diet plans usually dont include exercising because i dont want to sweat. So i just starve myself.
I realise how open ive been about my feelings compared to like 2 years ago. I dont like talking about my feelings and ever since... Its all i talk about here.
Okay bye