complications

I'm fucking irritated right now with the pop ups ive been getting. Apparently my brother used my laptop, played some kiddy games, downloaded some shit and now i believe my computer is infected with spyware.
My workplace actually organized a christmas party which is tomorrow and i'm supposed to buy a present for a guy. I dont fucking have the time and money BUTTTT i'm getting my pay tomorrow! Yay! It fucking better be 300 cause i'm very upset with the last pay. Very very upset i tell you.
Something haunts me, i think about now and then. When i do, it disturbs me like hell and i feel like doing things i shouldn't even be thinking about. Interesting right, wanna know what i'm talking about right. Hahaha, sorry, not telling anyone.
Oh, and i've applied for DAE so hopefully i'll get accepted and go back to school. This has become my resolution for the coming new year. Followed by quit smoking, 4.0 GPA. Sounds familiar right. Its the exact same resolutions as last year, due to the circumstances. I hope i dont screw up this year. Everyone else is going to be year 2 and i'm year 1 all over again. I'm not sad right now, but when i actually go up to year 2 and everyone else is year 3 and finishing school, i'll feel it then.
Tomorrow is my off day. Every off day i have i make it a point to do my nails although i'll have to remove it when work starts but i like to see my nails all pretty once in a while.
I've been real tired lately. I want to spend a whole day sleeping. One of these off days i shall do that and be rejuvenated.
My mother is tempting me to be fat with her very nice smelling i-dnt-actually-know-what-she's-cooking food.
Bye~

Ecstatic

I dnt have time to update my blog nowadays.
This week i'm going all out. I'm gonna work like crazy and make sure my pay wont be like the last pay i had which was just 200. Which by the way, isn't enough seeing how i spend. Especially now that smoke more than usual. A box can usually last 4-5 days. Now it lasts for 3 days. And it can barely survive.
During breaks i dnt really eat cause there isnt enough time so i smoke. So my meals are replaced by packs and packs of ciggies. I really do have to cut down.
I watching letterman interview jude law and i'm so turned on.
I'm kinda really tired right now. So i'm just gonna go sleep maybe.
Someone is supposed to call me but hasnt. Reckon he's fallen asleep.
Anyway, night nights. Keeping this shit aliveeeeeeee.

Afraid

So, i havent been spending much time on the computer. I'm either working or going out. Its been pretty hectic lately but all is well.
I have a habit of updating every saturday, so fans, saturday shall be the day you look forward to. Unless i'm going out on saturday which would highly be unlikely cause everyone else is busy with either school or work or some other shit. And every week i make it a point to take my saturday off.
I cant bare to work on a saturday even though i wont have anything to do.

So i went cycling yesterday. I didnt perspire as much as i thought i would. It was soooo windy and it was such a nice weather except the person on the front seat of my couple bike was a very dangerous rider.
But i had fun anyway, like i always do. :)

I shall post up pictures today because i have nothing else to do.

disbelief

I just read some mat's blog and it disgusted the shit out of me.
So, my blog is dying, so is my tagboard. It died quite some time ago. I dnt know why i'm so lazy to even reply tags. Maybe i should remove it. The tagboard has lost its purpose. Its pretty much wasting space right now.

My little sister is back from japan. I dnt usually miss my siblings cause i rather not have them at home cause they're a real nuisance but i actually miss my sister. Sleeping alone in a room can be quite scary.
I worked for 10 hrs yesterday. I've been complaining alot about it but it really really was tiring and i'm going to promise myself to never do anything like that ever again. 10 hrs is wayyyy to long. Not to mention it was effing busy yesterday. There were a group of 21 people who came into the shop.
I was the host for that day so whoever came in i was supposed to show them to their seat. So when i asked them table for how many people and they said 21, i repeated "huh? 21" like a few times.

So anyway, i got pictures to post up at facebook and here too since its starting to become pictureless.
I went to botanics on thursday. And watched couples retreat which was soooo very funnyyyyy. Everyone should watch, everyone who is 16. Hahaha, although i regret watching ninja assasin cause it was so violent.
Toodle doo!

Exhausteddddd

So the weekends are here again. I got my pay again this week which makes me superr happy cause i just finished my last pay.
I haven't been spending much time at home and in my bed. I think i should cut down on the going out. Today shall be the last time. Hahahaha, maybe not. But maybe not as often as what i've been doing.
So on wednesday, I spend the night at someone else's house and on thursday i caught new moon which we all have been faked, its already out in cinemas although they said it's coming out on 3 dec. And last night i wasn't at home again and spent the night somewhere else other than my house. So its been 3 days since i actually spent an entire day at home which i don't really want to cause my mother, i believe, might be going through menopause and has become very moody and naggy. I came home a few hours ago and got an earful.
I'm actually much too tired to be doing anything.
So byeee.

Oh weekend, thank goodness,

So i was trying to recall if i had pictures to post up and i do. But i'm too tired. Maybe tomorrow, or later.
Today, have been pretty productive, although i woke up late for work. I was supposed to be there at 10.30 but i reached there at 10.45? 15 mins, it wont kill anyone. I worked for more than 8 hours, i swept the floor of my house, i cleaned up my very messy desk and i'm going to fold the clothes in my very messy dresser. You see, they used to be folded, until i went to town and work and messed it up.
By the way, i love 99.5fm(lush). They play my kind of songs and the advertisments are super short unlike 98.7 and other crappy radio stations.
I'm very hungry. The last time i ate was at 2 plus? Its 9 plus now and im very very hungry.
Okay bye.

it would be, then.

Since i have some free time to spend, i shall update my blog.
So the other day i hanged out with acap, wandi and oyan at this pretty place. I don't know this people very well except for acap, but i really did have fun. I guess was wrong to think that i can't have a good time with people i dont know. Anyway, got home at arnd 4. The next morning i woke up and my mother refused to talk to me. -___- They're really forgetting how old i am. They want me back by 10 or 11 when they know i'll never abide. If they tell me 12, its more reasonable but 10? Really, all i can do is suck cock.

I need to take a ciggy break.

I dyed my hair again. But there's no difference, so we'll just take it as i didnt do anything to my hair.
I GOT MY PAY, YAY. I want to go shopping.

I havent seen superman for like a week. But i'm working tomorrow which meansssss, i get to see him. Yay.

Whatever you know, do whatever you want, i don't really care. Hahaha, its very sudden but i just feel like saying this right now.

Handicapped

So this past few days ive been going out alot. But the next few days, wont be as happening, i reckon.
So i went for an interview for a company called FJ benjamin which ive gone before last year but didnt get, so i expect i wont be getting a job with them this year either.
So the most interesting would be yesterday when i went to sentosa to ride the luge and skyride which was thrilling. Really. Especially the luge. But it was kinda short so the feeling of thrillness was short also. Hahaha.
After that we just hanged out somewhere enjoying the sea breeze and all. So when getting off the big rock that i was sitting on, in the dark i mind you, i actually landed on my ankle kinda twisted it and bend it the way it shouldnt be bend and now its swollen as big as 2 apples.
I can barely walk and i cant work. AND tomorrow is thursday. I have really been looking forward to thursday. Now i can't meet superman. No work, no superman.
Anyway, im exhausted from walking around cause apparently it takes more energy to walk with one leg. And i feel kinda high from medication. Hahaha.
The pictures are kinda messy. I dont bother to arrange them in correct order.

Oh myy.

So work hasnt been as torturous as it was especially on tuesdays and thursdays. Since i've met superman. Hahaha.

So i was working just now, my manager was outside sitting just relaxing since it was her break. It was around 6 plus. But it was dark already since it was superr cloudy and superrrr rainy today. Anyway, one of my colleagues went out to talk to my manager. Here's what she said.
Colleague: Fiza!(my manager's name) Sini nak masok da maghrib!
Me: Ko kenape konek sgnt?
Colleague: Eh engkau, anak aku kat luar time maghrib nanti hantu tetek datang mcm mane siak.
Me: Hahaha, sial la ko yenny.
Colleague: Ko ah, CCB btol.

-__________-. A few days ago, she dance around the sofa singing, i'm too sexy for my love.
And a few days back she made the stupidest joke.
So theres this coffee we call it CCB for short.
Manager: Blah blah blah, eh my coffee, CCB.
My colleague takes the coffee and put it on the tray.
Colleague: Eh2 si die ni, maki org jer.
HAHAHA, i laughed so hard, and continued till i finished work.

Enough with my work, i have some pictures to upload. Oh and i went out with my dear dear classmates whom i miss so much, although shannon wasnt there, but i got to meet the rest. =DD