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I am so tired.
I miss my friends, afiqah especially. Padahal we met 2 days ago.
Rosa's back in singapore. She surprised me after work yesterday. I was actually supposed to lepak with my new bestfriend/work friend. But she spoiled my plans. Hahaha. And on that day i bought a new box of magical sticks. By 10pm half of the box's contents were gone. I'll have to cut down. Like really. I'm starting to look 26.

Zara sales are here. Do come visit me whoever actually reads my blog. If you do come do me and my work friends a favour and try not to drop anything. The next thing you'll know you'll be on the floor, foots coming at your faces. Beware.

The sales are soooo ewwww. I now really do feel like quiting.
People are so inconsiderate. I mean you drop the fucking shirt, fucking pick it up. But no, they just leave it there, waiting for a miracle.
I cant wait for next next monday. Lovely pay is coming my way. I should write a list of things i want to buy.

1)New phone
2)Ipod
3)lots of clothes
4)Lots of bags
5)hopefully a new camera(i doubt there'll be enough money)
6)Maybe a house.

My basic salary is 1100. I seriously doubt there'll be enough money for all this.
I'll be working for 2 months... Should be enough... I think...

I miss a certain someone.

My email is piling. Like i dont bother to check.
I love the mercedes advertisement. Everytime i walk past lido, i'll be hoping and praying they'll play that advertisement on the huge screen on the building. I dont have a life, i know. But i enjoy this little things little singapore has to offer. Hahaha.

Maybe i should get into advertising.

AND the songs they place at my workplace are like shit. Its like techno and trance. Its disgusting. Some times i feel my workplace has become some kind of club. Everything is like so happening. Like people rubbing off each other which is actually because there is not enough space to walk. Its impossible to rush. People just loveeeeeeeee stopping in the middle of nowhere.

All i do is complain about my work. I cant say i hate my job. But sometimes i do. But i love my work friends. :)

I have updated my blog. What an achievement.

Tired

I am so tiredd. I just finished my work and my whole body is aching.
Mummy cooked like this barbeque thingy. It was so niceee. I was so thankful, i mean usually when i get home i'll be forced to sleep with an empty stomach.

I have more friends at work now, which makes working more enjoyable.
And i'm looking forward to monday, and i shoulnt be for some reason. Tomorrow i got the morning shift.
I'm in love with the movie twilight.
And theres this guy at work who is so hot.

I dont have anything to talk about actually. I'm simply keeping my blog alive.

Oh and i love that mercedes advertisement.

I hate the songs they play at zara. Some of them just suck. And corny.

I need a new phone, ipod, clothes and many more. I have to wait for 2 weeks before my bank card will appear to have more than $1.33. God i cant wait.

I'm going to sleep now. and be porno with myself. Wtf.

Work is life and life is work.

Depressing how my life revolves around work. All i ever talk about or think about is work.
So since my family has left me alone in Singapore and went to KL to have fun WITHOUT ME, I decided to have fun too. So comes the next depressing part of my life. My friends work too. And i realise what little friends i have. So last tuesday, i got a call from an old old friend and decide to ask ______ to come accompany me. It seemed like a good idea until the day came.
It wasn't totally a bad idea cause i actually enjoyed myself. And i took MC the next day. Since my body didnt want to lie, i really fell sick that night.
So the second night, i spent it alone. With most of the lights on.
Not to mention how foodless my home is. I dont even have eggs.

I actually dont really have time for a blog. I mean i am a working person.
Anyway, sunday/monday was great. Hahaha =D only dear little afiqah knows. Speaking of afiqah, this saturday we both have the days off which is great. So a little outing will be planned.

Magical sticks have been running out fast these days. It can barely last a week. Which is very money depriving. Especially since i havent got my pay. 5 January would be the next best day of my life. The actual best day...is a secret.

I am hungry and am in need of more sleep. Most of all in need of magical sticks. Yes, need them.

I am a working lady

Tomorrow is Hari Raya Haji. So, i get to cuci my mata. My hot cousins are coming. It sounds a little sick but still. They're hot.

I've been working very hard nowadays. Zara is so demanding. Althought some customers are funny.
So, i was working right. Folding clothes, carrying clothes back to their places. Not to mention, i was wearing the uniform which is a black t shirt and a black pants. So there was this lady who came up to me and asked(while i was folding clothes), "do you work here?" What theee. No, i dont. I just happen to wear the zara uniform and i just happen to be folding clothes.
Working at zara also requires you to pick up calls. So i pick up a call and it was a lady asking about her reservation. Then i asked her who reserved her clothes. Then she says she doesnt remember. So i told her to describe the person for me. Then she says she doesnt really remember and all she knows it was a girl. Wow, very helpful. If there were 2 maybe 3 girls working there, it would be fine. But there are tonnes of girls.

Anyway, i met up with afiqah yesterday. All we ever talk about is work. We are like 2 grown ups talking about how shitty how jobs are. I feel 30.

My blog is so pictureless. When i get my own laptop, the pictures will appear. For now, this blog remains pictureless.

Selamat hari raya everyone! Maaf zahir dan batin!
Padahal hari raya haji.

Perseverence

Sunday, i had my class outing but i'm not in the mood to talk about that.
On the other hand, yesterday was my first day of work. It was so damn tiring, minutes seemed like hours. And, i didn't realise how irritating customers could be and how impatient they are.
I mean come on. Obviously, they're not the only customer right. So shit, BE PATIENT.
My mentor is okay. The only friend i have actually. So not only i dont really have friends there, i'm the youngest. So everyone look at me like i'm some meat to eat or something. The funny thing is, i'm taller than most of them.
And there's this philipino pregnant lady who's so irritating, i can't stand her. She's pregnant right, she should just shut up before someone like me pushes her down and make sure she has a miscarriage. Godddddd.

After 4 hours, i thought of quiting. Then i thought of the tonnes of money i would have. I thought of the cartons of magical sticks.
Oh, there are rules in my job that i have to freaking memorise. I didnt know walking around the shop folding clothes required thinking. Really. I hate my job already.
Although, there is this one guy from men's sectin who's so handsome. But so old. But so hot. I dont get to look at him though. Men's section are upstairs so no cuci-ing my mata.

Afiqah's working today and i need to do magic with magical sticks.
And my calls divert to a past.

I love Julian Casablancas. Although he's 30.

Brown Haired

I think i'm more sick than before now that i have dyed my hair again. While washing off the dye from my hair i felt like fainting. Seriously, I didnt know hair dye could cost so much trouble.
I feel horrible now. My body is shivering, my nose is red, my hair is brown(doesnt have anything to do with) and my throat's being a bitch.
I'm just exaggerating. But i do feel horrible.

No magical sticks today. I might die of magical sticks withdrawal. A lot of things are fatal to me. Its best if you give me what i want.

Tomorrow is class-outing. We're going to sentosa. I apparently did most of the things even though i wasnt supposed to. I hope its going to be fun. This outing was maybe 70% my hard work. It damn well be fun.

What i want right now is lots of fries. Maybe some carrot cake.
But i dont think i can taste my food. My nose is blocked.
Phone have been weirdly silent today. Hahaha.

Thank you fans.

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Yesterday was Rizal's birthday. Me, afiqah, radiah and imran went to Yew Tew to surprise him at his void deck.
So, we were waiting under his block then suddenly we saw the lift coming down from level 3 which was where he lived. So we rushed and hide behind the lift landing(most stupidest thing). And suddenly he was gone. He walked so fast we almost ran after him. Hahaha. But he was surprised anyway...i think.

We went to bukit batok to bowl. I'm not only aiming to becme world class pool player but also world class bowler. I'm a very talented person. But i came in second last...
OH, and today there were magical sticks. Made my day.

Today, I went out with jane to play pool. Anddd... of course you know who won. I mean come on right. I have skills. Hahaha. I just started losing when i had to pair up with some no-skilled-guy. Hahaha. He was skilled but not as skilled as me. Hahaha.
I do praise myself too much.

I'm still sick. My nose stuffs are soo green. I think some got to my throat. Its disgusting but i cant help it.

I'm going to go shopping tomorrow. So i hope i buy many beautiful thingies.

I didnt know i had so many fans. My life must be very interesting, so many people want to read about it. I know i know, im fabulous. HAHAHA. What the fuck.

URGHH

I'm sick. Really sick, i feel like dying. I believe it is because of the hair dye. It has chemicals that sip through the skin of my head and entered my body system. So now i'm having a terrible headache and i sound as if something was stuck in my throat. I feel like vomiting whenever i stand and i feel like peeing whenever i sit.

Good news is, my hair's more browner than before. So i didnt really waste 15 dollars. Bad news is, it still smell like ammonia.
There's nothing to eat. My mother didnt cook even though i'm sick.
Today has been sufficiently depressing.

I think i'm going to go die now.

Pretty indie boys

I accidentally pressed the 'enter' button and it updated my blog without me writing anything. Nevermind, i dont understand what i'm saying.
Anyway, i'm in loveee with julian casablancas. He's the lead singer of the band The Strokes. Really, i get multiple orgasms just looking at the picture. Alex turner is anther hottie who never fails to make me go crazy.
AHHHHHHHH, Julian Casablancas.

I didnt go out today. But i dyed my hair on my own today.
So, when i was done i expect my hair to be well...brown. And it looks fucking the same. I wasted 15 dollars on making my hair smell like ammonia. Fuck.
I suffocated in the toilet trying to dye my hair. Godddd. The smell of ammonia is worst than the smell of 20 people with body odour put together.

Oh, ive watched sex and the city and the other boelyn girl. Both are very horny movies. Little kiddies like afiqah shouldnt watch. HAHAHA, no laaa. But really no little kiddies. Very porno movies.

Okay i'm gonna watch porn now.

I thought this video was kinda cute.

Exciting day, just as i promised

Yes, it was an exciting day. I woke up at 9, which is one of the rare things i did. My usual wake-up time is like 12? If i'm feeling all happy or whatever it'll be 11.50am. 10 minutes make a big difference.
Anyway, I met up with blah blah blah(hahahaha) to have breakfast. But we had it around 11.30am. So, i don't think its counted as breakfast. Early lunch maybe? Is there such thing?
After that, met up with afiqah and headed for town(an exciting place, which made my day very exciting) to meet eun jin.
I love burger king. I love mushroom swiss. I'm craving for it right now. Actually, i'm craving for a certain stick. This stick is magical. You suck the bud and when you breathe out, smoke appears. I'm telling you, its magical. It hurts your throat sometimes but really...magical.
Played pool for like i-dont-know-how-many-hours. I won most of the games of course. Haha, mostly luck actually. It could be because i'm skilled, but i'd be boasting then.

Ohhhh, i met an old friend too. We played pool with him too. We're actually training to become world class pool players. So, we need alot of practice.
Actually, there's nothing else more interesting to do. The only thing more interesting to do would be the magical sticks. EEEEE, i need magical sticks. When i start working i'm going to buy cartons. No one can stop me, not even the goverment.
Then we headed home. Okay... Maybe it wasn't that interesting. But definitely more interesting than yours.

Till, the next episode of..........my life. Look forward.

Free as a bird

I'm so free, i have all the time in the world to update my blog maybe 10 times. Thats how free i am. Although there may be nothing to write about, but i got the time to think about it.
So, i went out for a while. Met up with blah blah blah at the voideck. We were supposed to go have lunch. But who has lunch at 5 pm in the afternoon right?

Afiqah doesnt agree she looks like me. I can't blame her. Its hard to accept facts like that. It'll be hard for me too.
"Biadap," i bet thats the first thing she says. Hahahaha.
No laa, pipi. You know im joking. Hahaha. (I'm not actually. No la no la. I am.)

I like the song on my blog. Actually, i think i have a very weird taste in music. But i'm cool. So whatever i listen to is cool. Keep that in mind.

Anyway, tomorrow, hopefully i'll meet up with afiqah and katsu. I know afiqah's looking forward. She loves me so much. HAHAHA.

Neither afiqah, eun jin or didie is online. Oh didie is, but she's busy.
"Hidup susah tkde kawan," what i would say ah.
I have alot of friends. They just happen to be not online... All of them...

Walauwei, I'm bored. I think i'll go watch porn. Fake ah fake ah. I'm not a pervert. Yes, i'm saying whoever watches porn is a pervert. Ewww, perverts.

Tomorrow, will be more interesting, i promise. More of i'm praying.

Good old friends

So, i went out with jane today. We played pool. Which of course i won the first game. The next 2 games, i lost. Its not me, its the stick. Jane used my stick, thats why she won.
"Blame it on the stick," she says.
"I'm not going to blame myself," i mean, who does right?
I got back home early, which was very rare. My mother was still very angry about the chocalate incident.
Apparently, i ate her precious chocalates. I can't believe chocalates are more important than my feelings. She's been giving me the cold treatment ever since. It is so stupid.

I miss my friends, afiqah and eun jin. Afiqah starting to look like me. I dont start to look like anybody. People look like me. Not i look like people. Please ah.

I still dont know why i have a blog. It is sooooooo troublesome. Its even more troublesome then trying to put on your clothes with one hand. And putting on your clothes with one hand is VERY troublesome. I've tried it.

Toodlely doo!

A new beggining?

I was so bored i decided to make a blog. I dont know what other lame shit i'll make. No offence to whoever who has a blog. Hahaha.
I was thinking: Wouldnt it be cool to display my life for the world to read? Why not ah eh.
Actually my life aint that interesting. It'll be like watching a korean drama. You watch the first few episodes and you thought it might be interesting, then you keep watching. Only to be disappointed with the ending.
Fake ah actually. My life interesting like shit. You wish you were me.

Anyway, I went shisha-ing with afiqah and a few other people. If i had pictures i would have posted them but no, I dont have pictures. Had fun. I dont sound like i did but i did. Hahaha, Got home VERY fast. Literally. Hahaha.

Till next time my non-existing readers.