Time

Days have been long yet its so short. I'm losing bits of pieces of myself without knowing why. This morning, a thought ran through my mind. I was at the train station waiting, and when the train came, it occurred to me how quick death could be if i were to jump in front of the train. Maybe a little pain would be felt, but i'm pretty sure it'll be fast.
Then i realised, these were thoughts of suicide, and while waiting for the train i smiled and asked myself, since when was i suicidal. But, this wasnt the first time. I've thought of suicide a few times already and my grill-ess windows are calling. But then again, i live on the 4th floor, so maybe i'll break a few bones and still live.
Perhaps i'm depress without knowing. But i dont think thats possible.

Forgetting

I know i havent been updating lately. I've been busy with endless school projects and the long hours spent in school disable me from updating. So when i do go online, its to check my mail, facebook, maybe chat a little and back to the projects.
I miss my friends. Afiqah, huda, didie and especially andreyana, who is so far away. It feels like a lifetime since i've met all of them. I havent talked to huda for i dont know how long. Didie too. But its only temporary, after semestral exams, i'm gonna partayyy. Hahaha.
Anyway, here are dued photos from my birthday and webcam photos from just now.

My birthday

I'd like to thank my friends, my family, my classmates and everyone else who made me feel like royalty on my birthday. Hahaha, chey, like getting an award.
But really thank you, especially, acap, afiqah, andreyana, deedee and huda. And not forgetting my classmates, yun wei, lian rui and eric for carrying the cake all the way from bukit batok.
There has been too many surprises and i cannot begin to explain how happy i am right now.
So thank you again. All of you mean alot to me, and i feel so thankful, to have known all of you.

Buy it, sell it, find it.

So yesterday, was my birthday... not. But it felt like my birthday. Hahaha. So on friday, i was with yun wei, hanging out when afiqah messaged me to go out on saturday to surprise Andreyana since shes leaving.
So on saturday, i woke up early, even though i came home at 7 and got ready to go out. Met afiqah and huda in the bus and we left for peninsula to go to pastamania where "the surprise" was to be held at. So then when we got there we went to pastamania, sat there and waited for andreyana and hendri to come. Then Huda, asked me to follow her to the toilet to do what shit all, when it was really a decoy. So when i came back, i saw andreyana and hendri already sitting there. Being the dumbass i that am, i thought we came back too late for their surprise, so when i went back to my sit, there was a cake and everything. Hahaha, shocking it was. Being an extremely sensitive person, i cried. Surprising indeed.
Thank you Afiqah, Huda, Dee and Andreyana. I love all of you. And andreyana, i wish you could stay and maybe spend more time with us, ill miss you.
Thank you again.
Left them and watched harry potter after that. Harry potter was okay i guess. The effects are amazing but it could have been better. Its actually a horrible movie compared to the book.
Pictures~