Busy

So its been a long time since i actually went online. I'm too lazy to upoad my pictures cause i know it'll take forever. And i'm super exhausted.

So on thursday, i went to sentosa with my classmates. We had like a ton of fun although it was hot as hell. Even the sand was burning. I swear my foot was melting. The tan line on my foot even disappeared which is a good thing though i'm darker now which i dont really like. My face perspires faster than normal. Its like i absorb heat or something.

On friday, i went to watch fencing at the clementi sports complex for a while then went to meet afiqah to smoke. After that met eun and huda also at bp. But it was cut short. Went home and got ready to go out again. Went out at around 9 plus to meet acap and apit at cck interchange to catch the midnight movie at lido. Watched i love you man which is a great movie. Really cool and funny. Got home at around 5 in the morning.

On saturday, which was yesterday, woke up at 1.30. Afiqah came and i bathed and got ready to go out again. The plan was to go to sentosa, but because of certain reasons we changed our minds and went to the cathay and waited for acap for a few hours. We then met marcus and evelyn and we went to marina barrage at like 1 plus in the morning. We went to east coast to eat after that. Went to clarke quay to catch the NR. Headed for acap house and slept there till maybe 4 in the afternoon.

So now i'm at home, all tired. Wanting to upload like a ton of photos which i'll upload soon.
So byeee.

Tired man

So today, i met afiqah and lepaks at starbucks. Starbucks has become like a second home. And maybe semi circle too. I go there as often as i go home.
Then i got so damn hot and i was like perspiring even though i'm sitting down doing nothing, so we went to afiqah's house. Watched pink panther 2 and laughed my ass off. Hahaha.
Rushed home, got ready. Went to the gym with acap. Then watched csi. Got home at like 12 plus. So now, i'm just updating my blog even though i'm so tired and sleepy and ive got a class outing to sentosa tomorrow which i have to wake up early.
Boo, it doesnt feel like the holidays.

Kota Kinabalu

I've got a lot of stories and pictures with no me in it but i'll do the pictures later story telling now, before i forget.

So i've been tahan-ing my poops for like the entire 4 days, so when i got back i had like constipation. Like real horrible ones, like the ones that can bleed. But no didnt bleed. Reason for me tahan-ing would be cause the place is effing disgusting. It looks clean and stuff but its not. The whole state is boring. There isn't anything to do. The people there are ...... So i don't like going out. Plus its fucking hot. All i remember in this trip is perspiring like hell. Like, i could collect a bucket of my perspire, maybe drink it back and then get back the water that i've lost.
Although the islands were beautiful. But other than that i felt like i was in jail. I didnt have my phone or laptop for 5 days. 5 DAYS. All i had was my ipod which ran out of battery soon cause i kept watching movies since they weren't playing anything nice on tv.
I missed my home, my friends, school and a little rock climbing soooo veryyy much.

I shall roll around my bed and appreciate my home right now.
I think i might have a flu. SWINEEE, fake.

the world forgot about us.

To my dear dear girls. Nothing in this world is out of reach.

If we have done bad things let karma devour us, for we still have each other.
If bad things has happen to us, then let karma devour them. And that will be your revenge.
The world may be unfair, but let us remember only the good things. Let us be contented. We have enough, enough to live a good life.

Cheer up my girls. It seems i'm the only happy one, and its breaking my heart to see all you all sad.
I love you.

Today is all we have.

Babies, i want a thousand.

I want to like make tons of babies. I didnt actually realise how much i like children. I thought i hated them actually. So, throughout my whole life, i was led to believe children are irritating asswipes. But really, children are cute little bunch of creatures.
Anyway, came to help out raziff mother with the engagement thing but i ended up sleeping on the floor of a room after entertaining very hyper-will-never-get-tired children. And the night before i didnt get much sleep. So i was pretty exhausted.
Tomorrow, i'm gonna go out study with some of my classmates.
Nowadays, i'm rarely at home. I think my mother misses me like hell.

Move forward

So i have been real busy these days with reports and rock climbing and fencing and more reports. So i feel pretty exhausted right now. I feel like falling asleep on the laptop right now but i have to finish up on my report on aspirin.

The weekends are finally here, so are my holidays. But thinking about what i've got to do during the holidays makes me not look forward to it. I've got to study hard since my exams are right after the holidays. I dont want to get a "just pass" kind of score. I want to actually do well. But i know how to talk only, no walking done. Not to mention the fencing and stuff.

I'm just really tired right now and feel like complaining on my blog. I havent been smoking much either. Like 1 a day. I might as well quit. But everytime when i'm on my way home its like natural instinct to take out my ciggies and smoke on the way home. Its like a reflex. My hand would move by itself into the pocket of my bag then take the lighter and light up the ciggeratte and all of a sudden i'm smoking. Maybe i should stop buying then. My hands would be so confused.

So my weekend was busy plus tiring plus exhausting plus everything you can possibly feel that has somewhat something to do with tiredness.
Friday, went out with Afiqah, Rosa, Syahmi and a few other friends. We went to clarke quay and stayed there overnight. One of the most tired-est nights everrr. Although i have felt more tired but this, at this moment of time is the most tired-est.
So came back home on saturday and DID NOT SLEEP and instead followed my dear mother to my uncle's house to feed some dumbass rabbits. When i got home i just landed on my bed and slept till around 4 i think? Maybe 3. Then went online blah blah blah, met acap. Then took stupid photos. That night did not sleep either, watched leverage instead. On sunday went out with Yun wei and syed to finish up our project which was due today, which we end up presenting on friday.
And i woke up late this morning and was late for school, for the first time.
I got a report to do studying to do and more stuff to do. I dont actually have time to blog but i still do. For my fans, ya know. Hahaha.
Tired as hell now.