The blackest lily

I want to upload the pictures. I really do, but i'm really lazy. So maybe some other day.

I'm actually excited for school to start...again. I'm just real anxious right now to know what course i got in. Supposedly, i'm getting the results today. I havent checked, so i'm gonna check now.

Okay my results are in april. What the fuck. I dnt think i can tahan the anxiety. I'm going to have panic attacks.

Fuckkkkkkkkkk, i want to cry. :((

Hip Hip

I just read afiqah's blog and it depressed the shit out of me. Hahahaha.

A lot happened during the past week. Actually a lot happened last weekend. Which was the birthday chalet. Tiring i tell you. I didnt sleep till 6+ in the morning and woke up at 8. When i got home i had a massive headache, so i slept for 3 hours and went out again to watch Its complicated.
Whichhhhhh, was a great movie. Its so witty and funny.
My taste in movies are becoming similar to a 40 year old woman.
I watched legion last night. You don't know how scared i was. And it wasn't even that scary.
But watching that show got me thinking about the end of days. How i haven't done anything to better myself. And how i have only done things to make my place in hell permanent.
And what scares me the most, there are some things ive done that i don't feel regret for.
I'm uploading the chalet pictures into acap's facebook. Cause my facebook is wayyyyy too dangerous. Hahahaha.

Corinne bailey rae released a new album which i fell in love with. Especially this song called i'll do it all again. Take some time listen, will ya?

Happy birthday Acap!

First of all, happy birthday acap. I'm a very shy person. So the mushy things i shall do it privately. Here, it'll just be happy birthday. Hahahhaha.
Anyway, i'll just keep it short. Cause even while typing all this i'm feeling real shy. Hahaha.
Okay. Thats it, i shall not go on any further.

I love you. Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehhee.

the colour blue

I know i said i'd post the pictures yesterday, but i ended up going out a little earlier than expected. So, i shall post up some pictures today, now.
Anyway, i met andreyana and didie today. It was so good to see them since i havent met them in a long time. Looks like huda's the only one i havent met. Hopefully we'll meet soon.
The weather today is 10degrees i'm sure. The fan is not switched on neither is the air con nor is the window open but i'm shivering. Maybe i'm sick but i dnt feel sick. Maybe my skin is geting thinner. Its a possiblity.
Okay i'm kinda exhausted right now. So i'm going to wrap this up.

reminiscence

I never realize my computer held so much memories for me. Hahaha, since getting back my lappy, i feel alive again....not.
I havent been updating my blog due to commitments to work and among other things but i am here now on my off day keeping my online life aliveeee.
I've got alot to write about actually.
Like the other time i went to ubin to cycle which i totally regret cause of how exhausted i was when i got home. Plus i had a ton of mosquito bites which remained itchy till the next day when i had work. I was serving customers, scratching my legs, taking orders all the the same time. Very unglam i tell you.
I have too many photos to upload and shall upload it later slowly since ive got the whole afternoon.
I miss afiqah and the girls. Its been such a long time since ive last met them.
It has been pretty hectic lately. Adult fare really is burning a hole in my pocket. I miss those times when i had to top up 5 bucks and it could last me a week.
Its 2010 and it just hit me that im turning 18 this year. So old, so fast.
Okay i shall go bath and play my dear lappy for a bit and i'll upload the photosssss.