Can we see things that are not in front of us?

So i have been stricken by illness this morning and i feel horrible right now. So, i end up being absent from school and now updating my blog since i've got nothing much to do. So my weekends were great. Also, its how i got myself into this dire state.

So on friday, i had rock climbing and after rock climbing, watched movies at the library and after that headed for yun wei's house. Yun wei can be the next mozart. Hahaha. Slept at yun wei's house till maybe around 2 then went home.

Saturday, when i got home, i bathed, watched tv, played the computer a little and got ready to go out again. During weekends, my schedule is pretty tight. Hahaha, feeling feeling very busy only. So then went to town met Evelyn, Marcus and Elizabeth then left for marina square to have dinner. After that went to Henderson waves and had a photoshoot there. Last destination was Arab street to shisha.

Sunday, got home at 9 plus. Slept till maybe 3 then got ready to go out and study.

I realise now why im failing. Hahaha.

I'll upload photos another day. Im way too lazy.

To let go

Afiqah said i should post about the places i want to pierce.
I want to pierce in the middle of my forehead, through and through my boobs, maybe the middle of my stomach and perhaps my armpits.
Afiqah then asks how am i supposed to shave? Then i said, just shave, we'll look like we have fits.
Talking about fits, Shannon, Syed, Yun Wei and me were talking about fits during breaks. We talked about the different timings we could have fits.
Today, was just full of nonsensible conversations.
By the way right, 12 days from now, on that day, that'll be the best day of your life. Its this someone's birthday, she is the most amazing person on earth.
Wahh, I'm so full of myself. I'm not actually. Really i'm the most kindest most caring person you've ever met. Hahaha, and i continue being full of myself.
One of these days, i'd like to disappear. Maybe do something nice for myself.
But i think i have a fear of being alone.

We've got each other afterall

So i was late for school today. It the second time throughout my i-dont-know-how-many months in Singapore Poly. Slet at 3 last night. Woke up at 5.30 actually, and unknowingly switched off my alarm clock. So i ended up sleeping all the way till 7 when Wei Juan messaged me. Actually, took my time getting ready. Didnt really care that i was late for class. At 8 when class was starting, i was sitting at the dining table enjoying my milo. I think i'm becoming ignorant. Neglecting my studies. I failed inorganic and organic chemistry. I expecting to fail the rest of the modules. Maybe i'm having to much fun. And having a laptop certainly doesnt help.

Anyway, pictures from saturday's outing~~

Maybe i am

So, i went out last night with a few friends. Hanged out at starbucks and mcdonalds and talked cock till maybe 12 plus? After that i left for bukit panjang to meet rosa and syahmi. Its been such a long time since i met them. It actually felt good seeing them. Rosa doesnt come individually by the way. She always always comes with syahmi. So i can't exactly say that i met rosa alone cause really, i met syahmi too. Hahaha.
We watched he's just not that into you, and went to al-azhar to eat. Hahaha, made jokes on the way there, switching the radio channel to some random tamil channel. Not being racist, but tamil songs do sound funny.
But all was good. I certainly had a great time.
Got home at 6am though. My little bro woke me up at 9 and he got vulgarities thrown at his face. 3 hours of sleep is definitely not enough. So, i slept till 1, then SOMEBODY, had to call and wake me up. So, now i'm feeling kinda tired, with my make up still on my face. OH and i still got microbio report that i havent even get started on. And i dont feel like doing it.
Pictures... are not with me. So another day then.

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Wahhhh, 100 posts already man. I didnt know ive been blogging that long. Amazing aint it.

So anyway, i was walking back home just now after studying and all. As per usual i was listening to my dear ipod, listening to nichkhun oppa, being very engrossed in my music. Very feeling feeling ah. So whenever, i'm walking while listening to music i'll look down, so like people can't see me actually lip syncing to the song. Then right, "DENG!" i hit a lampost. Kanina chaow chi bai. Fucking pain. First thing i did was look around see if anyone saw. Then swear at the lampost then rub my head like it does any good then continue walking home.
Fuck, why is there a lampost in the middle of the pavement? Put at the corner lah fuck.
But then again, dont feeling feeling ah want to become singer.

Dehumanised by the world

I'm supposed to be studying right now but i'm updating my blog instead. This was taken when we were supposed to go out and study but watched john tucker must die instead.
Anyway, i feeling scared right now cause i know i havent studied enough.
Wish me luck!

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My mother has been real nice lately, its kinda scaring me. My sister is starting to speak korean. Right now, she'd trying to rap in korean. She can bearly rap in english, she wants to rap in korean. My mother too has been watching too much korean documentaries.

Mother: You know the korean wives are very nice, always do nice things for the husband and all.
Me: Eh? Then you feeling feeling korean wife ah now?
Mother: I am nice what.
Me: Whispers, kepale otak juboh.
Mother: Ape?
Me: You're becoming boring ah ibu. All you talk about is that documentary.
Mother: But its a good documentary.
Me: So what, you document our family also can become good documentary, you dont talk cock.
Mother: Wah, you very daring ah now.
Me: Because you so "nice". Heheh.

Anyway, more pictures from Rp-school-infested-with-H1N1.


























I've been feeling out of sorts lately. Lately as in these few hours. Hahaha, i dont feel something for very long. Maybe its something someone said or do. I get very affected very easily though i may not know by whom or what. But it usually last for a short period of time. Partly maybe because i dont want to acknowledge these feelings, so i just forget about it.
I think its a good trait.