Ahhh, really.

My blog is back to being pictureless. I dont bring my camera to school you know. And i got fans who wanna read. So i got to be like responsible and stuff.

Its raining and it was supre windy just now. I was almost blown away. I was practically walking backwards at one point. ANyway, am watching 2 days 1 night on KBS. Hahaha, i can laugh my ass off, fall off the chair, while watching thie shit. Its soooo funny. Everyone should watch it. It'll make bad days turn right around. You could be crying for some reason and after the show you suddenly feel like a new person. Thats how great the show is.

Now, i'm watching CSI and its creeping me out. So i'm gonna go sleep since i have school now.
Byee~

First Day

So, we actually studied on the first day. Like maths and science and stuff. I actually had fun today. Going around the massive school, running around, sweating.
Found out not all my classmates are goody goody. Hahaha, a plus for me seeing how i am these days.
After school met up with afiqah huda and raziff. Eun joined us along with syahmi and rosa and suba. So, it soon became like a reunion thing at starbucks. But yeah, fun fun fun. I seem to make more friends outside school then inside school. Oh wells~

So, i got like thick notes to study and am aiming for a 4.0 GPA. In 3 years time, i'll be the top poly student and unis all over the world would be on their knees begging me to come study at their school. I'd have a beard with white hair, droopy eyes sagging face skin and sagging everywhere. What education does to you ya know.
But no, i really do want to do well and go to a good uni, make my mother proud for once.

I'm gonna sleep now, since ive got school in the morning. I've been having trouble waking up since i'm so used to waking up when school finishes. Perangai babi what.
Bye~

Andreyana's departure

I will miss you Andreyana. I already do.

5 am

I'm still awake. Would be able to sleep if i tried but im not cause i have to wake up at 5 anyway. I'm supposed to meet my classmates at like 6.30 at jurong east station. So i'm saving myself from trouble waking.
But i'm feeling fuck tired now, i can't believe i stayed up alone, by myself. This is sad. This is really sad. Oh well~
I hope it'll be fun later, i mean, i dont want to be talking to myself and all. Maybe i'd sneak away and go for a ciggy break. Hahaha.
I should bath and get ready and stuff. I hate rushing.

^^

School was.... horrible on the first day. Cause really i felt like dying cause i wasn't talking for i dont know how many hours.
But second day was fun and stuff got to know most of my classmates. There are still people who sits at the corner not wanting to interact, being fuck annoying when everyone else is trying.

OKay thats all, i'm lazy really. I just cried an ocean last night because of rain and his lips which character died frozen in the mountains. I mean really, what kind of sick director would do that to rain. I shall hunt him down, and not rest till i see him die in the cold mountains. Asshole.

Always check

Cheyy, i've been blogging for i dont know how long aready. I didnt think i would tahan. Hahaha.
I woke up at 6 thinking my orientation was at 8. Check check, its at 1pm. I could be sleeping right now on my very comfy bed with my super long boaster. Which actually isn't very long. Its normal actually. Wanted to make it sound special. So yeah, i'm awake. And feeling ass nervous about later cause then, i have to go alone.
Cb, can feel the panic attacks coming aready. It feels like getting my O level results. Maybe worst?
I think i'll die by the time i reach school. I haven't even thought of what to wear.
I want to quit school ah. This is too much stress for me already. Fake. Crazy ah. SIngapore poly is my dream school. Fake again. NUS ah my dream school.
K ah i want to sleep.
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, maybe i'll watch a love to kill now. AHHHH, should watch rain before i go to school. That'll definitely calm me. Rain and his tempting lips. Feeling feeling horny.

Best week everr.

So on friday, i went out with afiqah to ton. The initial plan was with a bunch of people but we ended up going to town just the 2 of us. We played pool and sat and talked and laughed. I find it amazing that we can never run outof things to talk about. After that we waited for hitam. Fucking late asshole who likes to take his time. Hahaha.
Anyway, after that we walked to bugis to shisha. Stopped by the new shopping mall opposite i dont know where. The place was like huge with high ceilings and endless escalators. But the shops there are shit. So, dont think i'll be going there to shop.

So the shisha place was fucking amazing. It had like sofas and acap wanted to sit on the floor but it was reserved. I guess it was fate for us to be sitting on comfortable sofas. Sat there for i-dont-know-how-long. Then we went to suntec to get some instant noodles and to kill time. Then somebody, got us lost and we end up walking on dangerous highways.

So yeah, sat there for hours, talked and saw a huge cat which i swear was a tiger. It was fucking huge. It was i-dont-know-how-far and i can feel its rage. It was fighting with another cat which was obviously smaller and i'm sure innocent and was trying to run away from the stupid thing which was obviously gonna eat it up. I dont like cats but i feel pity for the smaller one. The bigger one can go and die.

This week has been very interesting, i think i can die happy now. Fake. From nose bleeds to cats to exhaustion. I sure had fun.
But i'll definitely go school having no regrets of what i havent done. Though maybe regrets of what i have done.

So toodles~